Annunciation in the stockroom

In the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent by God to a town in Galilee called Nazareth, to a virgin engaged to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. And he came to her and said, ‘Greetings, favored one! The Lord is with you.’ But she was much perplexed by his words and pondered what sort of greeting this might be. The angel said to her, “Do not be afraid….” (Luke 1:26-30a)

I’ve seen her before. She cut her hair. Most of the pink ends are gone or stuffed in the khaki stocking cap pulled low near her ears, a few dirty blond strands trailing out.

“What can I get you?’ she asks, a cheery voice for the first in line. She pokes at the computer screen on the counter then spins right to pour a large bag of coffee beans in the grinder; turning heel, she heads to the storeroom to grab another.

Imagination takes over, blessedly, and a thought: It could have been her, back there in the stockroom as she went about her work, little suspecting a vision and a voice would interrupt all that is normal.

“Greetings, favored one. The Lord is with you,” the vision speaks. And she is; watching her work it’s clear: somewhere, someone already let her know she is favored. Only now, more. Startled, mouth open, speechless, she takes in the vision wondering who or what has come to this ordinary place on a gloomy Wednesday to announce what every heavy heart most needs to hear, “Don’t be afraid.”

But there is plenty to fear as this young woman, Mary, in my coffee shop vision, hears about bearing a child who bears the heart of heaven’s Unspeakable Love, a child who will break her heart in his desperate struggle to win ours.

That’s how it all starts, this Christmas we crave. It begins in the soul-deep craving in the heart of God for us, in an unspeakable longing for us to know, to be encompassed, finally home, in this Love who sends angels to young women in stockrooms.

Love craves for the beloved, hoping and hungry to enfold the whole bleeding world and our aching hearts in endless mercy, all the while whispering, “Do not fear.”

It’s not a hard thing to know. Rare is the heart who has never wanted to whisper those same words to a frightened child, a beloved friend, a soul on its final journey.

Such is the ache in the heart of God as Gabriel is dispatched to a young woman minding her own business in an out of the way place, telling Mary she would bear sorrow and beauty greater than any heart has ever known.

“Let it be it as you say,” Mary answered that long ago day, as does this young woman, reappearing from the stockroom to serve one more soul on a gloomy Wednesday, before kneeling at the display case to restock sandwiches and pastries, fruit juice and bottles of water.

It’s all so beautiful, the wonder of the whole story—of God becoming flesh, of a girl who said yes, of the Love who wants me and everyone who has ever longed for Love’s nearness. The whole mystery is right there, kneeling by the display case, begging me to notice.

Be born in me.

David L. Miller