‘For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire laborers for his vineyard ... .’ (Matthew 20:1)
My middle grandson, Ben, sits across the room in my rocking
chair, describing college visits as we brainstorm ideas for his application
essay. He’s visited six public universities, all in the Midwestern United
States, with two or three more to go.
“Every one of them says we want only the highest grade point
averages, the tippy-top most ACT and SAT scores, every one of them,” Ben repeats, his arms spread wide, amplifying
the meritocratic message driven home by admissions officers.
This message, I suspect, is exaggerated, both by Ben and by
the universities themselves, which polish their image while fueling the anxiety
of people like Ben, who do well but don’t have the highest grade point average
or tippy top scores on entrance exams.
Frankly, Ben will grace, humanize and lift the level of
conversation on whatever campus he appears next fall, not to mention the
infusion of playful humor that is natural to him. But grace and thoughtfulness,
humanity and humor are not quantifiable and do not much appear on entrance
exams.
From where I sit, as the grandfather of a young man whom I
love fiercely, college admissions looks like a deeply flawed, brutal,
dehumanizing process where a precious few are wanted and vaunted and the rest—and
most of us are, overwhelmingly, the rest—are “less than.”
Of course, this process is just a more obvious expression of deep
culture forces that suggest our worth, value and truth are directly related to
the score—in points, money, status or fame—that we or others assign to us. Allowing
this poison to saturate your heart kills your soul and steals your joy, a truth
I have too often lived and observed in others.
Perhaps this is why Jesus’ story of the landowner hits me hard.
The story brings me to tears. It goes this way.
A landowner went into the marketplace at daybreak to hire
workers. He went out again at nine, then at noon and three. By 5 p.m. people
were still standing around, waiting to be hired. Perhaps they slept late or
were lazy or not as hungry as those who woke early to be first in line. Didn’t
matter. The landowner hired them, too.
He didn’t ask for resumes or test scores. He doesn’t weed them
out and take only the best. He seeks all to participate in the goodness of
creation, generously sharing the fullness of life. At the end of the day, they
all receive the same pay. The early birds understandably grumble about the
injustice of the boss’ generosity ... or stupidity.
But this misses the point. Jesus’ story startles our
assumptions and upends our sense of justice to invite us into a different
world, a world of grace.
Reading the story, I meet the reality of a Love, a Heart, who
wants me ... and Ben ... and every last one of us. We meet the Love who doesn’t
ask for resumes or test scores, but is moved only by an overwhelming generosity.
We encounter an Embracing Heart eager for us to share its work and bask in the only
reward Love has to offer, which is Love itself.
All in all, Jesus invites us into a better world, a much
richer way of being ... where life is gift, giving is gain and gratitude graces
our days.
David L.
Miller
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