But love your enemies, do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return. Your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High; for he is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked. (Luke 6:35)
Consolation sometimes comes out of the blue, like when sitting in the chair in the southeast corner of the living room. Nothing magic about the chair except its location beside east- and south-facing windows, which generously share the sun’s morning blessing on the house ... and me.
It’s a good place to
start any day, but some days the emotions stirred far exceed their cause. There
is no reason why today’s gray light should awaken anything except the longing for
spring.
Faint rays shed pale
shadows on the floor, exposing dust from recent painting projects down the
hall, an unnecessary reminder of the stiffness in my back for which (I hope) black
coffee is an adequate cure.
But even this is good,
and my heart issues impromptu praise for the ache in my body, for the dust on
the floor, for the paint spattered ladder in the loft and for the surprising tears
in my eyes. “You are the goodness in all things,” I pray, “the beauty in all
that is beauty, the grace in all that is grace, the love in all that loves and awakens
love within our slumbering hearts.”
My praise continued in
words I wish I could recall, phrases flowing freely from the Spirit within, each
coming of its own accord, each filling my heart with love for the all-surpassing
Love passing through me, sighting my heart that I might know (as only the heart
can) the holy Source of goodness and beauty, love and grace.
This is consolation,
the heart’s hope and deepest desire. Sometimes it comes through explicit means,
a song, a smile, a timely word, s shimmering sunset, the toddling laughter
of a child. Other times it comes for no apparent reason.
Perhaps it’s because God
finds a path around our resistance, or maybe some unseen door in our hearts cracks
open just enough to let the goodness of the Good pass through.
Whenever it happens
there is nothing to do but notice and let the Love Who Is ... love us to life
and teach us to love.
David L. Miller