Saturday, October 01, 2016

Saturday, October 1, 2016

John 1:16

From his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace.

Extravagance

We are not called to be normal. Average is not our code. Extravagant love simmers in our depths awaiting moments when it can flash out and shine in eyes and smiles that beggar every description.

We are children of extravagance, invited always to love beyond reason, to forgive when grudges are easier, to give from the heart beyond all measure.

For the there is no measure that can contain the Love who fills us. The heart may falter for a moment; anxieties and angers may for a time obscure our deepest truth.

But even then … Love remains. The Holy Fire still burns, the soul’s silent pilot, waiting its time to flame out, to burst into in fullness, warming every troubled place in the heart with awareness that all is well for the Love Who Is … is ever present.

Love is our true name; we are made in Love’s image. And Love comes to sweep us into who we are, filling us with You, the Presence who is always there. Always.

Our lives are a cradle where Christ lives, deep within, seeking to be born again and again, that he may shine, the Love he is filling and overflowing the heart.

How does it happen? I do not know. I know only that Love’s Fire needs space to breathe and speak, to feel and bask in the Extraordinary Wonder you are Holy One.

And in such moments, we truly know ourselves, knowing, too, that to share this knowing is the joy for which we were made.

Pr. David L. Miller



Friday, August 26, 2016

Friday, August 26, 2016

Luke 14:10

But when you are invited, go and sit down at the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he may say to you, ‘Friend, move up higher’; then you will be honored in the presence of all who sit at the table with you. 

In the presence

Honored, I am, truly, to be in the Presence of you are present in every place, Holy One.

But there are places of privilege where it is easier for our hearts to know you, knowing, too, a magnitude of Love and overwhelming nearness that makes the heart sing.

From old, human eyes turned to tree-crested hills and mountains, their heads crowned in cloud riding the wind, soaring above deep valleys where living streams tumble toward the sea.

The wonder of earth and sky, stars of night, the burnished west as setting sun announces day’s end—all this speaks a Name we can never truly know or say, a name we know only as Love who fashioned what our senses behold and yet lives in the Love awakened within.

Awakened, we wonder, who are we that we should know this? What are we that we should know the ecstasy of Love awakened? For in this Love we know you and all for which we are made.

We are graced by you who are Grace, dwelling in the Presence of Love beyond all naming. Known in earth and sky, deeper, still, we know in eyes that shine and hearts that glow with the fire of your divine heart.

Move up, ever higher, you say, for it is your desire that we know the honor of living in your presence, every day.


Pr. David L. Miller

Friday, August 26, 2016

Luke 14:10

But when you are invited, go and sit down at the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he may say to you, ‘Friend, move up higher’; then you will be honored in the presence of all who sit at the table with you. 

In the presence

Honored, I am, truly, to be in the Presence of you are present in every place, Holy One.

But there are places of privilege where it is easier for our hearts to know you, knowing, too, a magnitude of Love and overwhelming nearness that makes the heart sing.

From old, human eyes turned to tree-crested hills and mountains, their heads crowned in cloud riding the wind, soaring above deep valleys where living streams tumble toward the sea.

The wonder of earth and sky, stars of night, the burnished west as setting sun announces day’s end—all this speaks a Name we can never truly know or say, a name we know only as Love who fashioned what our senses behold and yet lives in the Love awakened within.

Awakened, we wonder, who are we that we should know this? What are we that we should know the ecstasy of Love awakened? For in this Love we know you and all for which we are made.

We are graced by you who are Grace, dwelling in the Presence of Love beyond all naming. Known in earth and sky, deeper, still, we know in eyes that shine and hearts that glow with the fire of your divine heart.

Move up, ever higher, you say, for it is your desire that we always know the honor of living in your presence, every day.


Pr. David L. Miller

Thursday, August 25, 2016

Wednesday, August 25, 2016

Luke 14:10

But when you are invited, go and sit down at the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he may say to you, ‘Friend, move up higher’; then you will be honored in the presence of all who sit at the table with you. 

No higher place

There is no higher place than to be in your presence. Even now I hear you speak within. It is your voice above all others I want to hear. Hearing comforts my heart and fills my morning emptiness with hope for every tomorrow.

Your love finds me here and wherever I am; wherever I go you are there. No distance separates us. Your love knows no boundaries.

As much as I long to be in your presence, your holy longing is greater than mine, above me and beyond all human imagination.

You seek the highest place and for you that is me, my heart, this life. You hunger to be found in me, eager for me to know you within my heart and relish your nearness. 

You ache to hear me, feel me, calling you to come and fill every place of longing, every corner of fear, every doubt and hesitation until we are one joy, hearts in holy communion where there are no longer two but one.

This is the highest place, to be one with you, you in me and me in you, sharing the unity of love that is your holy will for all that is … and my hope every waking morning.

But here in this place hope is already now, present and real, for I hear and know you, even as I know your voice and am lifted to the highest place.


Pr. David L. Miller

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

Luke 14:7-10

When Jesus noticed how the guests chose the places of honor, he told them a parable. “When you are invited by someone to a wedding banquet, do not sit down at the place of honor, in case someone more distinguished than you has been invited by your host; and the host who invited both of you may come and say to you, ‘Give this person your place,’ and then in disgrace you would start to take the lowest place. But when you are invited, go and sit down at the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he may say to you, ‘Friend, move up higher’; then you will be honored in the presence of all who sit at the table with you. 

The highest place

I have sat at the highest place, the place of friendship and love among people who are better than me, smarter, more talented, more gracious and certainly more exquisitely loving.

I did nothing to deserve their presence and affection. I was simply welcomed inside the circle of their warmth and joy, given a near place where I might truly know … and be known.

Little wonder, then, that today I mourn, as I think of Leon, my friend (I am proud to say) from seminary days so many years past. I called him the boy raised by wolves. He didn’t like that, but it captured his semi-socialized ways.

There was almost no filter between his mind and his mouth, but, oh, what a mind. His was the most wildly active, creative mind I ever knew and perhaps the most undisciplined. The valedictorian of Eveleth (MN) High school, he could hold forth on virtually any subject imaginable, connecting and combining insights from diverse disciplines, putting them together in enlightening, entertaining, unorthodox and often profane ways that would occur to no one else.

He was at the center of every conversation he ever entered, and each and every table where we shared coffee was warmer and more alive because he was there. You never walked away from him without knowing more, feeling more, laughing more and thinking more than when the coffee was poured in those white refectory cups. God, how we laughed.

All of us knew his flights of fancy, undisciplined ways and unfiltered tongue would not translate well to congregational life, so I was not surprised that he served as a pastor only a few years before heading off for other pursuits like teaching history and English.

His obituary says he had three sons. I wonder if they knew how extraordinary he was, or how much we loved him and loved being with him. 

I wonder if he ever told them about his friends that pushed around those tables after classes to talk and congratulate ourselves on how smart we thought we were.

I wonder if he knew how much I loved him even though I was, then, under the delusion that I was superior to him because I knew how to play the game and use my moderate skills to get a couple of steps ahead.

And I wonder how we ever lost touch. I would have liked to visit him and remember those days and laugh again at our professors and recall the drama of his wedding day. I would have liked to hug him once more before cancer stole him away from a world that is less bright and alive because he is gone.

I would have liked to said, “Thank you for welcoming me into the highest place. I am better for having sat there.”

Rest in peace, blessed one, I am sure our Lord has a place for the Pastor of Zen Lutheran Church.

Pr. David L. Miller






Tuesday, August 24, 2016

Luke 14:7-10

When Jesus noticed how the guests chose the places of honor, he told them a parable. “When you are invited by someone to a wedding banquet, do not sit down at the place of honor, in case someone more distinguished than you has been invited by your host; and the host who invited both of you may come and say to you, ‘Give this person your place,’ and then in disgrace you would start to take the lowest place. But when you are invited, go and sit down at the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he may say to you, ‘Friend, move up higher’; then you will be honored in the presence of all who sit at the table with you. 

The highest place

I have sat at the highest place, the place of friendship and love among people who are better than me, smarter, more talented, more gracious and certainly more exquisitely loving.

I did nothing to deserve their presence and affection. I was simply welcomed inside the circle of their warmth and joy, given a near place where I might truly know … and be known.

Little wonder, then, that today I mourn, as I think of Leon, my friend (I am proud to say) from seminary days so many years past. I called him the boy raised by wolves. He didn’t like that, but it captured his semi-socialized ways.

There was almost no filter between his mind and his mouth, but, oh, what a mind. His was the most wildly active, creative mind I ever knew and perhaps the most undisciplined. The valedictorian of Eveleth (MN) High school, he could hold forth on virtually any subject imaginable, connecting and combining insights from diverse disciplines, putting them together in enlightening, entertaining, unorthodox and often profane ways that would occur to no one else.

He was at the center of every conversation he ever entered, and each and every table where we shared coffee was warmer and more alive because he was there. You never walked away from him without knowing more, feeling more, laughing more and thinking more than when the coffee was poured in those white refectory cups. God, how we laughed.

All of us knew his flights of fancy, undisciplined ways and unfiltered tongue would not translate well to congregational life, so I was not surprised that he served as a pastor only a few years before heading off for other pursuits like teaching history and English.

His obituary says he had three sons. I wonder if they knew how extraordinary he was, or how much we loved him and loved being with him. 

I wonder if he ever told them about his friends that pushed around those tables after classes to talk and congratulate ourselves on how smart we thought we were.

I wonder if he knew how much I loved him even though I was, then, under the delusion that I was superior to him because I knew how to play the game and use my moderate skills to get a couple of steps ahead.

And I wonder how we ever lost touch. I would have liked to visit him and remember those days and laugh again at our professors and recall the drama of his wedding day. I would have liked to hug him once more before cancer stole him away from a world that is less bright and alive because he is gone.

I would have liked to said, “Thank you for welcoming me into the highest place. I am better for having sat there.”

Rest in peace, blessed one, I am sure our Lord has a place for the Pastor of Zen Lutheran Church.

Pr. David L. Miller






Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Luke 12:49-54

‘I came to bring fire to the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled! I have a baptism with which to be baptized, and what stress I am under until it is completed! Do you think that I have come to bring peace to the earth? No, I tell you, but rather division! From now on, five in one household will be divided, three against two and two against three; they will be divided:
father against son
   and son against father,
mother against daughter
   and daughter against mother,
mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law
   and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law.’

Hearts of fire

Are there any words of comfort here? My morning heart longs for words of comfort and peace that will carry me through the day.

I do not come to this place of prayer, nor to the community of faith, to find division. I have enough of division. The world is full of it. If I want more, I can turn on the TV and listen to election news.

I come seeking the Love that brings peace, a quiet heart, assurance that I am held in the care of the Great Presence you are. Instead I find passion, divine passion. 

Your passion burns in our brother Jesus, aching to accomplish its mission of sowing the fire of Love, igniting the passion for your love and justice in our hearts to wake us from the sleep of apathy and the unholy desire for mere comfort.

The comfort of the kingdom is that of knowing the passion of a Love that wants and holds us in all manner of circumstances. This fire of God is not a gentle flame by which we can merely warm ourselves.

It is a dangerous and uncomfortable. It seeks to fill every corner of your being. It warms but also awakens passion that moves one beyond personal concern to love a world where millions suffer and justice is denied. 

It breeds distress, igniting hearts that burn for a kingdom ruled by the power of Love not by the love of power. And that always brings division in a power-loving world where protecting yourself is the height of wisdom.

Hearts afire ache to be given away just like the Love who holds them.

Pr. David L. Miller








Saturday, August 06, 2016

Sunday, August 7, 2016

Psalm 33:17-22

Truly the eye of the Lord is on those who fear him, on those who hope in his steadfast love, to deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine. Our soul waits for the Lord; he is our help and shield. Our heart is glad in him, because we trust in his holy name. Let your steadfast love, O Lord, be upon us, even as we hope in you.

Always

Burnt orange and purple are the clouds alight with the sun now gone, sunk below the horizon, beyond my sight. Only the clouds, scattered cumulus thick and high, catch the final rays flowing unhindered above Earth’s gentle curve, holding them aloft for all who have eyes to see.

Fading rays, reflected, gentle the heart with gratitude for the day that’s been, awakening hope that the love of the these final moments will carry the heart in peace, safely into a truly new day where the Love that is, now, filling the heart, will be as familiar and fresh when the new day awakens.

All one needs is to wait. The time comes. Gladness makes little noise but in silence fills the heart with assurance that the Love that is ... always will be … and will find the heart’s secret door, gently entering, so silently, unnoticed but just … there.

Always.

Not bidden, not summoned by force of will, but awakened within for reasons we shall never know by forces we do not command, Love comes, filling every empty place until we know …  in the silent light of day’s end … that there is One who is always … close as breath, breathing Life that knows no death, new as every dawn.


Pr. David L. Miller 

Sunday, August 7, 2016

Psalm 33:17-22

Truly the eye of the Lord is on those who fear him, on those who hope in his steadfast love, to deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine. Our soul waits for the Lord; he is our help and shield. Our heart is glad in him, because we trust in his holy name. Let your steadfast love, O Lord, be upon us, even as we hope in you.

Always

Burnt orange and purple are the clouds alight with the sun now gone, sunk below the horizon, beyond my sight. Only the clouds, scattered cumulus thick and high, catch the final rays flowing unhindered above Earth’s gentle curve, holding them aloft for all who have eyes to see.

Fading rays, reflected, gentle the heart with gratitude for the day that’s been, awakening hope that the love of the these final moments will carry the heart in peace, safely into a truly new day where the Love that is, now, filling the heart, will be as familiar and fresh when the new day awakens.

All one needs is to wait. The time comes. Gladness makes little noise but in silence fills the heart with assurance that the Love that is, always will be … and will find the heart’s secret door, gently entering, so silently, unnoticed but just … there.

Always.

Not bidden, not summoned by force of will, but awakened within for reasons we shall never know by forces we do not command, Love comes, filling every empty place until we know …  in the silent light of day’s end … that there is One who is always … close as breath, breathing Life that knows no death, new as every dawn.


Pr. David L. Miller 

Saturday, July 09, 2016

Saturday, July 9, 2016

Luke 10:30-37

Jesus replied, ‘A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell into the hands of robbers, who stripped him, beat him, and went away, leaving him half dead. Now by chance a priest was going down that road; and when he saw him, he passed by on the other side.So likewise a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a Samaritan while travelling came near him; and when he saw him, he was moved with pity. He went to him and bandaged his wounds, having poured oil and wine on them. Then he put him on his own animal, brought him to an inn, and took care of him. The next day he took out two denarii, gave them to the innkeeper, and said, “Take care of him; and when I come back, I will repay you whatever more you spend.” Which of these three, do you think, was a neighbour to the man who fell into the hands of the robbers?’ He said, ‘The one who showed him mercy.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Go and do likewise.’

Just like me

What makes people more likely to help each other? What makes them more likely to give money to the food bank or work with at a homeless shelter? What moves people to step out of the crowd to help someone escape the burning car or to help the person who is ill or a drunk who has fallen by the curb? 

Social scientists have well-demonstrated that all of us are more likely to help someone with whom we identify, with those who are like us in some way. The person wearing the Cubs jersey is more likely to help a person who is wearing a Cubs jersey than someone who is wearing a White Sox jersey.

Connection matters. The more I see the person in need as someone who is connected with me, who is like me in some way, the more likely I am to help. If they are from a different culture, a different race, a different nationality, a different political persuasion, a different lifestyle or profession, we are less likely to help.

Identification matters. So why does the Good Samaritan crawl into the ditch and help the beaten man? This guy was from Jerusalem, a Jew. The Samaritan was not Jewish. Jews and Samaritans loved to hate each other.  They didn’t trust each other. Being a Samaritan among Jews was like wearing a Hillary T-shirt at a Trump rally.

The others, the priest and a Levite, in other words a pastor and a religion professor, they should have helped him. They shared his ethnic group and his religion, but they didn’t identify with him.

Perhaps they blamed the guy for getting beaten up … the way all of us sometimes blame others for their problems to avoid caring. After all, getting beaten up was his own fault. Apparently, he was walking from Jerusalem to Jericho by himself.  Dumb. Everybody knew dens of robbers were common along that road.

So why … did the Samaritan get involved? Why was he moved to compassion when others were not?

Maybe he was a just a guy alone in a land that was not his. Maybe he felt the threat of being a stranger, alone, and a little afraid. Maybe he saw the guy in the ditch and saw a vulnerable human being, someone just like himself, who needed help, safety, protection.

Maybe he was simply aware of a common humanity he shared with this guy, despite the differences of race, nationality and religion that separated them. Maybe all those differences didn’t matter to him because he saw a human soul, created in the image of God, who needed the same respect and care he craved.

On Monday, I stood across the street from the decrepit, seedy, hotel that sits along tired strip of asphalt in my home town. The hotel has long been a sagging, two-story block of sun-bleached bricks. It burnt out a couple of weeks ago, an electrical fire endangering a mother and her infant twins asleep in the upstairs apartment.

When I was 17 I saw a man face down in the snow a block away from the old hotel. He lay a few yards from the railroad tracks, obviously stone-cold drunk. I didn’t know his name, never saw him before or since.

But on a freezing December night I parked the car and half-dragged this guy to the hotel, up a flight of stairs and deposited him on a moldy mattress in his dingy room. Who knows? This may have been the best moment of my life … because I saw the humanity and need of a guy whose life I’m sure I will never understand. I just saw him as a human being in need … just like me.

Maybe, just maybe, what Jesus calls to do in these times is to quit looking at all the ways we are different, to look beyond all the things that can and do divide us … and to look instead at our common humanity, our common need, understanding that we all have fears and hopes and the desire to know love and experience joy.

Perhaps we just need to look for the common humanity especially of those who are different from us, those we fear, whether that is Muslims or immigrants, cops or gang members, blacks or whites, Republicans or Democrats, Americans and foreigners.

With Jesus, there is no us and them … only us.

The Good Samaritan didn’t see a Jew in that ditch, a stranger, a rival. He saw a human being … with needs and hopes, just like himself. 


Pr. David L. Miller

Thursday, July 07, 2016

Thursday, July 7, 2016

Luke 10:25-28

Just then a lawyer stood up to test Jesus. ‘Teacher,’ he said, ‘what must I do to inherit eternal life?’ He said to him, ‘What is written in the law? What do you read there?’ He answered, ‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.’ And he said to him, ‘You have given the right answer; do this, and you will live.’

Eternal life in a ditch

Eternal life is where Love and mercy are. Sometimes it is found in a ditch.

Seldom do we think of our struggles or our neighbor’s needs as an invitation to know eternal life, which means we fail to see as Jesus sees. Failing to see as he sees, we fail to know what he knows: the life of eternity amid the banal daily-ness of where we are and what we are doing.

The well-known and much-worn parable of the Good Samaritan follows the lawyer’s question about inheriting eternal life. This story entered the popular culture in many nations long ago. It has been reduced to a moral lesson about doing good to your neighbor, launching too many lame sermons and meandering Bible studies about who our neighbor is. Next door? Across town? Half a world away? Our enemies?

Useful discussion as far as they go, but they miss the spiritual depth of the story and blind us to the invitation to eternal life that surrounds us every moment.

Eternal life invites us into its sweet embrace every time and in every place love beckons us to help, to care, to support the struggling and diminished life of others. It coaxes us into its arms every time we hear the laughter that sparkles among human hearts truly connected and comfortable with each other.

It was not only a broken and beaten man that lay in the ditch as the Samaritan made his way down the road. Eternal life lay there, bleeding and begging him to open the door and enter.

The Samaritan crawled into the ditch to pull the man to safety and care. But both men were saved. Both were lifted into eternal life, tasting the mercy of God.

Eternal life is as close as a soul who needs you. It is as near as the sound of loving laughter. It is the flow of eternal mercy that flows from the heart of God through every moment of our lives, seeking to carry us into life.

Pr. David L. Miller


Wednesday, July 06, 2016

Wednesday, July 6, 2016

Luke 10:25-28

Just then a lawyer stood up to test Jesus. ‘Teacher,’ he said, ‘what must I do to inherit eternal life?’ He said to him, ‘What is written in the law? What do you read there?’ He answered, ‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind; and your neighbor as yourself.’ And he said to him, ‘You have given the right answer; do this, and you will live.’

Currents of eternity

I want eternal life this morning this morning, Lord. I want it everything morning, but some days I feel the ache more than others, and this is one.

I hunger to know the Love that is eternal life filling me with joy and expectation. Eternal life is the exhilaration of knowing an all-possessing Love completing you and surpassing every dream of joy you ever had.

It is knowing the Fullness of Love within, flowing out from soul’s depth to every challenge and task of the day and every face.

This is the life of eternity present and alive in the soul, completing and filling every corner of your being, silently whispering that it is for this that you were born, for this you are alive.

Without you, Loving Mystery, there is only this ache that countless souls have witnessed and described far better than I. They are my brothers and sisters, these parched hearts longing to be cooled and quenched in the stream of Love that the wonder of eternity might fill them, leaving room for nothing that is not you.

This blessed ache is a restless desire moving us beyond ourselves to seek, to know, to feel and to be swept away by the Wonder of the Love you are. Only then do we know the life of eternity, the breath of heaven filling our souls, stilling the ache and awakening the joy of knowing the eternal current of Love coursing through our inmost being as it flows on and on without end.

Eternal life is this Love. It is you, Holy One. It is the wonder of being filled with this Uncreated Love who was and is and ever more shall be.

And we enter the door of this most blessed world by loving such as we can, opening the door of our aching hearts to Love wherever and however the Holy One chooses to appear to our longing eyes.

Pr. David L. Miller


Friday, July 01, 2016

Friday, July 1, 2016

Luke 10:1

After this the Lord appointed seventy others and sent them on ahead of him in pairs to every town and place where he himself intended to go.

Not alone

I was moved by a recent note from Marie. She is a retired bishop in our church, who had been using a little book, Bread for the Day, for her devotions. The book has a short Bible reading and a prayer for each day of the year. I wrote the prayers for month of May.

She was struck by the beauty of my little prayers and wrote to tell me they had enhanced her prayer life. For her, the prayers were a sign of hope, and she wrote to me remembering what notes of encouragement and support have meant to her during her ministry.

For me, her note was one more reminder that am I am not alone, a reminder that in Christ I am never alone. And that is very good news.

I am joined to a community of people across the world in whose souls the Spirit of Christ’s love lives and breathes, moving them beyond themselves to bless and even write notes to people they do not know.

The Spirit of Christ in my little prayers stirred the Spirit in a person I do not know, but who, in me, recognizes a heart they know, a Love that they feel and a Presence that binds us together despite distance and every difference that separates.

I am not alone. You are not alone. You are bound heart-to-heart with every soul in whom the Spirit of Christ lives and breathes. You are connected with every heart, in every time and place, who has known the stirring of Love Immeasurable in the depth of their soul.

We share one Spirit, one Love, one joy, one hope … to know fully the Love we bear within.
We need each other. We need to share this Spirit, giving and receiving words and moments of blessing and support. For, every time we do … we experience of the Kingdom of God.

Jesus sent his disciples out two-by-two to announce to each village ahead of him that he was coming. They were sent to heal and bless, greeting each household saying, “Peace to this house.”
If their peace was returned, they remained there, sharing food and living as a little community of peace, a community of those who know and hunger for Christ and the Kingdom he brings.

The church, this communion of grace, is an explicit presence of Christ in the world, a living sign of the Kingdom the Spirit is creating. Christ unites us, heart-to-heart in the Spirit of the Love he is. Apart from the community where Christ unites us, we miss the joy we could have, the support we need and the Love we crave.

We live in a society that preaches independence, urging us to insist on our rights and stand on our own two feet. Those of independent mind and spirit are prized and celebrated. But our culture takes these values too far, denying the truth that we need each other and that our deepest joy and fulfilment comes by living in loving community with others, sharing what we have and receiving what we need.

The church, the community of grace we share, is a living sign of our truest needs as human beings. In our gathering, we touch and know, again, that we are connected heart-to-heart with every soul who has ever known the Love Immeasurable who wants us all.

We are never alone.

Pr. David L. Miller



Thursday, June 16, 2016

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Exodus 3:2-5

 The angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire out of a bush; he looked, and the bush was blazing, yet it was not consumed. Then Moses said, ‘I must turn aside and look at this great sight, and see why the bush is not burned up.’ When the Lord saw that he had turned aside to see, God called to him out of the bush, ‘Moses, Moses!’ And he said, ‘Here I am.’ Then he said, ‘Come no closer! Remove the sandals from your feet, for the place on which you are standing is holy ground.’ 

Holy ground

Several days ago we laid Ginny to rest atop a knoll in a cemetery a couple miles south of this room. I recited lines from a poem:




Earth’s crammed with heaven,
And every common bush afire with God;
But only he who sees, takes off his shoes,
The rest sit round it and pluck blackberries,
And daub their natural faces unaware
       (Elizabeth Barrett Browning)


Ginny knew. She saw, and I loved her for it.

There was a day in October when I visited her at Tabor Hills where she was recovering and building her strength. She sat in her chair and looked out a west window on a sun-kissed day. The late afternoon sun lit a million golden leaves in the full flush of color, alive with a beauty beyond the capacity of any human artist to paint.

Seeing the light and color, she struggled for words to describe what she saw, not just out her window but in the depth of her heart, “I don’t know how to say what I feel.”

But she continued in words that revealed a mystic intuition. Hers was a heart and mind aware that her life and the life of that tree sprang from a Source more loving and beautiful than she could say. She knew both she and that tree … and all that is … are breathed into existence by a Love, a Source, a Mystery that is beautiful and bountiful and beyond her capacity to name.

She knew … the golden flush of leaves, so vibrant and alive, were singing the praise of God and inviting her to feel that same song in the depth of her heart … that she might sing along.
She knew … everything she saw out her west window was holy ground, just as surely as Moses did as he stood before his burning bush.

We talked, and I knew Ginny better that day than any other. She had a knowing heart. The eyes of her soul saw beyond the trees, the light and color. She saw beneath the surface of things and knew the One, the Loving Mystery we call God in the depth of what she saw.

As we talked, the 30 years between us melted away. Our conversation became an expression of that Beyond, that Love speaking to Ginny in the golden leaves and the depth of her soul.
We celebrated communion that day. As always, Ginny held out her hand to receive the body of Christ, telling me again that she would receive communion every day if someone would bring it to her.
Holding the bread in her hand, she knew she held the Love who spoke to her in the western trees, in her secret soul and in this body and blood of Christ. She was holding the Love that was the Source of her soul, a Love she could no more describe than we could find words that captured the golden light that held us in a holy embrace.

Ginny knew what Moses in ancient times knew as he took off his shoes. She understood what old Simeon felt the day in the temple when he held the infant Christ in his hands. She knew … she stood on holy ground. She knew she held this holiness, this Love Mystery and Blessed Source in the depth of her soul.

She knew she held the Love who had held her every day of her life … and holds her now.

And I loved her for who she is, for what she saw and for taking the chance to talk to me, fumbling for words to describe the presence of God she felt and saw with the eyes of her soul.

The best of all she is flowed from that soul—her beautiful voice, her creativity and artistic eye, her love for her family and friends.

In seeing, she shined with the light of God that spoke to her from every leaf on the golden oak that graced her window.

Now, she sees face-to-face. She stands in the presence of the Loving Mystery who spoke to her on that golden autumn day. And she has joined the song of leaves, the anthem of the saints, praising the Love who holds all of us ... now and forever.

Pr. David L. Miller